The other day at our family photos my sister was talking about wanting to do "bedroom" photos for her husband next year. So I've been thinking about doing them ever since for my babe. bandwagon.much. I've done some before which I love them but I want to do better ones. But I'm not in any shape do do them now do I figure I need a plan to get into shape by December to do them for our anniversary next January. I need to start eating better and get back to the gym I have become bigger than I've ever been in fact buying pants yesterday was terrible because I've realized just how big my ass has become and I know part of that is due to my recent situation but the weight needs to be gone I need to tone up and get back to my lovely smaller self.
I'm a little worried about going back to the gym now that I'm out of school and then failing to continue once I start back with my normal retarded work and school schedule. That would suck in fact that is a reason that I'm second guessing myself in this decision. That and I've never lost weight even while going to the gym everyday I just maintained the same weight which was fine but that's not okay this time because now I'm bigger then ever and it's not a weight I want to stay at.
Wish me luck I will need it.
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