some day Ill have this all figured out.

So here we go, blog two in one week. Oh snap!
Well, I finished my first book in over a year, do you know how depressing that sentence is for me to type and read? Considering 2 years ago I read upwards of 80-90 books in a year. I have a box or a few of unread books just waiting for me to get to. There used to be an order of which I would read them now that is out the window. I actually tried to read two other books before I got to the one I actually finished. I tried to read book 14 of the True Blood or Sookie Stakehouse (depending on if you read the books or watch the show) where the other 13 were good books that held my attention for me to finish them in a week or so but this one I just couldnt get into for some reason. Its the same writing as the rest of them but it was a no go. I also tried to read a romance which Im very used to the authors writing style and I like her writing but 4 or 5 pages in and I was done. So finally I had a whole 6 weeks off of school and I figured I at least have to finish one book because its getting a little more than depressing really so I picked up the newest Nick Sparks book and at least! I finished it in less than a week I am back baby! Right in time to go back to school and have no time to actually read another book yay!..not really.
Reading is just another thing I am sad about when I think about having to go back to school next week. I have come to like my days free with my husband to go to the gym and make him dinner which will end once I start school again. I keep telling myself only 14 weeks to go then the classroom stuff is done but than I have my extern yet another thing Im not really looking forward to. I still have no idea how Im going to pull that off with my work hours. Its just not looking good for that December graduation date not gonna lie. Im just not feeling very good about this whole school thing anymore. Considering I have been applying for over a year for jobs in the field and have only had 1 interview which went no where. So who knows what is going to happen when it comes time to finish this thing up. I got the class part down no problem its the rest of it that Im not handling so well. The next steps if you will. Im over it really. Im over this job that I hate to come to every day and Im over the hours I work. Im over all of it really. My married life is about the only thing that keeps a smile on my face now a days which all things considered is a fabulous thing. It would be even more terrible if my married life didnt make me smile. So I should not complain so much I guess.
Clearly this blog is a venting blog.
I have been just worrying about so many things lately. Care free days were so nice and all of us took them for granted we suck for doing that. Oh well I guess all we can do now is buck up and deal with what has been dealt to us right?
Tomorrow is Saturday woo hoo, my days off begin in 4 hours...I seem to always blog at 4am lol. We have nothing planned tomorrow which for the past two weekends Saturday is our go out and drink/pool nights, as of this moment Im thinking this weekend other than the birthday dinner we have to go to it will be a stay at home and love my husband weekend. =) I have realized that after reading a few posting on my blogs, twitter, or fb his is not refurred to as his name its usually just husband. I think I just like using the word. I wonder if that bothers him when he reads these?
In other news. Im thinking about getting rid of my facebook. I dont use it often and I have started to delete pictures of things off of it. I think it has been replaced by my instagram. I hardly ever post on my twitter either for that matter but more so than fb. Plus I liked a bunch of pages a few weeks ago that have completely taken over my whole news feed which could be another factor in this consideration. Who knows maybe I will or maybe I wont but I can tell you I wont be using it much either way.
Another long blog without pictures since Im on "my" computer. So Ill be going now, maybe I should work.
Oh one last thing. I tried this new work out with Randi called the Brazilian Butt Lift I did it at 8pm and she was right it does give you energy because Im not really all that tired still. Amazing how that works. I need to get those dvds maybe that will help me more with my schedule since its about to get crazy again.
Alright for real this time. Good Night. or. Morning. Depending on who you are.
-Christine