Tuesday, March 27, 2012
Saturday, March 24, 2012
some day Ill have this all figured out.
So here we go, blog two in one week. Oh snap!
Well, I finished my first book in over a year, do you know how depressing that sentence is for me to type and read? Considering 2 years ago I read upwards of 80-90 books in a year. I have a box or a few of unread books just waiting for me to get to. There used to be an order of which I would read them now that is out the window. I actually tried to read two other books before I got to the one I actually finished. I tried to read book 14 of the True Blood or Sookie Stakehouse (depending on if you read the books or watch the show) where the other 13 were good books that held my attention for me to finish them in a week or so but this one I just couldnt get into for some reason. Its the same writing as the rest of them but it was a no go. I also tried to read a romance which Im very used to the authors writing style and I like her writing but 4 or 5 pages in and I was done. So finally I had a whole 6 weeks off of school and I figured I at least have to finish one book because its getting a little more than depressing really so I picked up the newest Nick Sparks book and at least! I finished it in less than a week I am back baby! Right in time to go back to school and have no time to actually read another book yay!..not really.
Reading is just another thing I am sad about when I think about having to go back to school next week. I have come to like my days free with my husband to go to the gym and make him dinner which will end once I start school again. I keep telling myself only 14 weeks to go then the classroom stuff is done but than I have my extern yet another thing Im not really looking forward to. I still have no idea how Im going to pull that off with my work hours. Its just not looking good for that December graduation date not gonna lie. Im just not feeling very good about this whole school thing anymore. Considering I have been applying for over a year for jobs in the field and have only had 1 interview which went no where. So who knows what is going to happen when it comes time to finish this thing up. I got the class part down no problem its the rest of it that Im not handling so well. The next steps if you will. Im over it really. Im over this job that I hate to come to every day and Im over the hours I work. Im over all of it really. My married life is about the only thing that keeps a smile on my face now a days which all things considered is a fabulous thing. It would be even more terrible if my married life didnt make me smile. So I should not complain so much I guess.
Clearly this blog is a venting blog.
I have been just worrying about so many things lately. Care free days were so nice and all of us took them for granted we suck for doing that. Oh well I guess all we can do now is buck up and deal with what has been dealt to us right?
Tomorrow is Saturday woo hoo, my days off begin in 4 hours...I seem to always blog at 4am lol. We have nothing planned tomorrow which for the past two weekends Saturday is our go out and drink/pool nights, as of this moment Im thinking this weekend other than the birthday dinner we have to go to it will be a stay at home and love my husband weekend. =) I have realized that after reading a few posting on my blogs, twitter, or fb his is not refurred to as his name its usually just husband. I think I just like using the word. I wonder if that bothers him when he reads these?
In other news. Im thinking about getting rid of my facebook. I dont use it often and I have started to delete pictures of things off of it. I think it has been replaced by my instagram. I hardly ever post on my twitter either for that matter but more so than fb. Plus I liked a bunch of pages a few weeks ago that have completely taken over my whole news feed which could be another factor in this consideration. Who knows maybe I will or maybe I wont but I can tell you I wont be using it much either way.
Another long blog without pictures since Im on "my" computer. So Ill be going now, maybe I should work.
Oh one last thing. I tried this new work out with Randi called the Brazilian Butt Lift I did it at 8pm and she was right it does give you energy because Im not really all that tired still. Amazing how that works. I need to get those dvds maybe that will help me more with my schedule since its about to get crazy again.
Alright for real this time. Good Night. or. Morning. Depending on who you are.
-Christine
Well, I finished my first book in over a year, do you know how depressing that sentence is for me to type and read? Considering 2 years ago I read upwards of 80-90 books in a year. I have a box or a few of unread books just waiting for me to get to. There used to be an order of which I would read them now that is out the window. I actually tried to read two other books before I got to the one I actually finished. I tried to read book 14 of the True Blood or Sookie Stakehouse (depending on if you read the books or watch the show) where the other 13 were good books that held my attention for me to finish them in a week or so but this one I just couldnt get into for some reason. Its the same writing as the rest of them but it was a no go. I also tried to read a romance which Im very used to the authors writing style and I like her writing but 4 or 5 pages in and I was done. So finally I had a whole 6 weeks off of school and I figured I at least have to finish one book because its getting a little more than depressing really so I picked up the newest Nick Sparks book and at least! I finished it in less than a week I am back baby! Right in time to go back to school and have no time to actually read another book yay!..not really.
Reading is just another thing I am sad about when I think about having to go back to school next week. I have come to like my days free with my husband to go to the gym and make him dinner which will end once I start school again. I keep telling myself only 14 weeks to go then the classroom stuff is done but than I have my extern yet another thing Im not really looking forward to. I still have no idea how Im going to pull that off with my work hours. Its just not looking good for that December graduation date not gonna lie. Im just not feeling very good about this whole school thing anymore. Considering I have been applying for over a year for jobs in the field and have only had 1 interview which went no where. So who knows what is going to happen when it comes time to finish this thing up. I got the class part down no problem its the rest of it that Im not handling so well. The next steps if you will. Im over it really. Im over this job that I hate to come to every day and Im over the hours I work. Im over all of it really. My married life is about the only thing that keeps a smile on my face now a days which all things considered is a fabulous thing. It would be even more terrible if my married life didnt make me smile. So I should not complain so much I guess.
Clearly this blog is a venting blog.
I have been just worrying about so many things lately. Care free days were so nice and all of us took them for granted we suck for doing that. Oh well I guess all we can do now is buck up and deal with what has been dealt to us right?
Tomorrow is Saturday woo hoo, my days off begin in 4 hours...I seem to always blog at 4am lol. We have nothing planned tomorrow which for the past two weekends Saturday is our go out and drink/pool nights, as of this moment Im thinking this weekend other than the birthday dinner we have to go to it will be a stay at home and love my husband weekend. =) I have realized that after reading a few posting on my blogs, twitter, or fb his is not refurred to as his name its usually just husband. I think I just like using the word. I wonder if that bothers him when he reads these?
In other news. Im thinking about getting rid of my facebook. I dont use it often and I have started to delete pictures of things off of it. I think it has been replaced by my instagram. I hardly ever post on my twitter either for that matter but more so than fb. Plus I liked a bunch of pages a few weeks ago that have completely taken over my whole news feed which could be another factor in this consideration. Who knows maybe I will or maybe I wont but I can tell you I wont be using it much either way.
Another long blog without pictures since Im on "my" computer. So Ill be going now, maybe I should work.
Oh one last thing. I tried this new work out with Randi called the Brazilian Butt Lift I did it at 8pm and she was right it does give you energy because Im not really all that tired still. Amazing how that works. I need to get those dvds maybe that will help me more with my schedule since its about to get crazy again.
Alright for real this time. Good Night. or. Morning. Depending on who you are.
-Christine
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
4am. Half. Way. Mark.
Wow! Its been a while...I really am terrible about blogging not gonna lie. In my defense though, I'm not the biggest fan of this website. This seriously is the first time I've actually signed on to the website on my computer in maybe a year. I have the app on my phone and that is how I've been blogging but I'm not to big of a fan of that either. I really wish I had more want to blog on this site. But I have figured out that work has not blocked this website :) that might be a key factor...just saying. I will say if I'm good at any kind of blogging it would be picture blogging. Thats what I think of intagram as and I'm great at that.
Speaking of pictures, I lost my point and shoot that Jesse gave me :( I have no idea where it could be. We went out for St. Green Day and it was in my jacket pocket when we left the house but from there to a friends house or to the bar it was lost...I didn't use it much but that still sucks because there were cute pictures of it that I had yet to print out and now I dont know where it is. I'm actually super bummed about it.
Another thing about pictures, I found my "for now" dream camera. Cannon (swoon) $1200 on sale at best buy right now. I want it SOOOOOO bad. To bad I spent my tax return on clothes and other stuff that I have no idea what because I would have so bought that sexy thing in a heart beat.
Anyways-so the last time I blogged a lot was going on with losing the baby and wanting to lose weight and what not. But we are doing just fine. We are moving on and staying positive about the whole thing. We are doing great too! We have been going to the gym we need to get into a routine of that but once we figure that out it will be better. Yesterday we were at the gym with Lonnie (the brother in law) and I did my cardo I'm starting to figure out I am not a huge fan of the trademail. I much rather run on a track so I might switch to doing that for my cardo. I don't like the trademail because I'm not cordnated enough to run on the stupid thing I might just miss step and face plant I'm not okay with that because than I'll have to figure out how to get out of my contract because I would not be going back thats for sure lol. So other than that I worked out my legs I ddint do so well though because I over heated myself by not drinking enough water so I had to cut it short which I'm really not happy about. After that we went into the spa and my awesomely amazing husband gave me a foot massage =) I don't like my feet messed with but it FELT SO GOOD. I think that should happen again (hint hint) I have also been doing this Sit Up Challange. I like it, I'm only on day 3 because I suck and didn't do them on Monday and than couldn't do them today because I couldn't even finish my legs. But I'm loving that for sure. I used to do its technically crunches, all the time in high school when I was a size 0-3 and super sexy with a six pack so maybe I'll get back there someday. But we are doing good. No fast food. We aren't sticking to no certain diet which maybe we should be we have been eatting a lot of chicken and I have been eatting veggies again I love them I'm trying to get Jesse to eat them as well that's not been so good. It's hard for me to understand how someone could not want to eat them I have a hard time not getting snippy when he gives me that look like I'm crazy if I think he will try it lol because it just isn't something I'm used to. I wish I could figure out a way to make them that he will like them. But I think as long as we stick to not eatting fast food we will be good. =) I'm excited that he likes to go to the gym with me even though we don't actually work out together but it is still good that we can get the other to go with even when they aren't really up to it. I will say I am really proud of my sister (which I would link you to her blog if I remembered how) but she loves going to the gym she is on a diet and is doing really great in her weight loss even with a few set backs she is still doing great.
So if you haven't realized it's 4am and I am blogging which sadly means I still work at midnight. I start school again in a few weeks and I told myself I would be on a different schedule by then but it isn't looking so promising right now. But like everyone keeps telling me at least I have a job which I am greatful for I just wish I didn't work at midnight. I feel like I miss out on quality time with my husband because we aren't going to bed together. I love my days off because I get to sleep between him and my bandit. It's the best EVER. But once I start school I have only 14 weeks of class time than it's on to extern...I haven't figured out how I'm going to pull that off yet with the work schedule but I am sure it will work itself out...hopfully. I think I would be fine if I could cut my hours just a little bit even an extra day or so but that isn't allowed. So.We.Will.See.
This is a really long blog kinda about nothing. I wish I could post pictures as well but again I am logged onto my computer and there are no pictures on here so that will have to be another blog. Oh. I am working on getting my car fixed. It was fixed this weekend for about a day but the light came back on =/ so I have a time set tomorrow to go back and ::crosses fingersL:: get it totally fixed this time. If I get it fixed even just long enough to get it smogged I can finally change my name! I can't wait to do that you have no idea how much I want that to happen. Im bummed it hasn't happened yet but it just hasn't but hopefully in the next week or so I will officially be a Bewley. =)
Alright I better get some work done. Good Night.
Speaking of pictures, I lost my point and shoot that Jesse gave me :( I have no idea where it could be. We went out for St. Green Day and it was in my jacket pocket when we left the house but from there to a friends house or to the bar it was lost...I didn't use it much but that still sucks because there were cute pictures of it that I had yet to print out and now I dont know where it is. I'm actually super bummed about it.
Another thing about pictures, I found my "for now" dream camera. Cannon (swoon) $1200 on sale at best buy right now. I want it SOOOOOO bad. To bad I spent my tax return on clothes and other stuff that I have no idea what because I would have so bought that sexy thing in a heart beat.
Anyways-so the last time I blogged a lot was going on with losing the baby and wanting to lose weight and what not. But we are doing just fine. We are moving on and staying positive about the whole thing. We are doing great too! We have been going to the gym we need to get into a routine of that but once we figure that out it will be better. Yesterday we were at the gym with Lonnie (the brother in law) and I did my cardo I'm starting to figure out I am not a huge fan of the trademail. I much rather run on a track so I might switch to doing that for my cardo. I don't like the trademail because I'm not cordnated enough to run on the stupid thing I might just miss step and face plant I'm not okay with that because than I'll have to figure out how to get out of my contract because I would not be going back thats for sure lol. So other than that I worked out my legs I ddint do so well though because I over heated myself by not drinking enough water so I had to cut it short which I'm really not happy about. After that we went into the spa and my awesomely amazing husband gave me a foot massage =) I don't like my feet messed with but it FELT SO GOOD. I think that should happen again (hint hint) I have also been doing this Sit Up Challange. I like it, I'm only on day 3 because I suck and didn't do them on Monday and than couldn't do them today because I couldn't even finish my legs. But I'm loving that for sure. I used to do its technically crunches, all the time in high school when I was a size 0-3 and super sexy with a six pack so maybe I'll get back there someday. But we are doing good. No fast food. We aren't sticking to no certain diet which maybe we should be we have been eatting a lot of chicken and I have been eatting veggies again I love them I'm trying to get Jesse to eat them as well that's not been so good. It's hard for me to understand how someone could not want to eat them I have a hard time not getting snippy when he gives me that look like I'm crazy if I think he will try it lol because it just isn't something I'm used to. I wish I could figure out a way to make them that he will like them. But I think as long as we stick to not eatting fast food we will be good. =) I'm excited that he likes to go to the gym with me even though we don't actually work out together but it is still good that we can get the other to go with even when they aren't really up to it. I will say I am really proud of my sister (which I would link you to her blog if I remembered how) but she loves going to the gym she is on a diet and is doing really great in her weight loss even with a few set backs she is still doing great.
So if you haven't realized it's 4am and I am blogging which sadly means I still work at midnight. I start school again in a few weeks and I told myself I would be on a different schedule by then but it isn't looking so promising right now. But like everyone keeps telling me at least I have a job which I am greatful for I just wish I didn't work at midnight. I feel like I miss out on quality time with my husband because we aren't going to bed together. I love my days off because I get to sleep between him and my bandit. It's the best EVER. But once I start school I have only 14 weeks of class time than it's on to extern...I haven't figured out how I'm going to pull that off yet with the work schedule but I am sure it will work itself out...hopfully. I think I would be fine if I could cut my hours just a little bit even an extra day or so but that isn't allowed. So.We.Will.See.
This is a really long blog kinda about nothing. I wish I could post pictures as well but again I am logged onto my computer and there are no pictures on here so that will have to be another blog. Oh. I am working on getting my car fixed. It was fixed this weekend for about a day but the light came back on =/ so I have a time set tomorrow to go back and ::crosses fingersL:: get it totally fixed this time. If I get it fixed even just long enough to get it smogged I can finally change my name! I can't wait to do that you have no idea how much I want that to happen. Im bummed it hasn't happened yet but it just hasn't but hopefully in the next week or so I will officially be a Bewley. =)
Alright I better get some work done. Good Night.
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