So I might be freaking out a little bit about a few things! Like the fact that I have ONE count that again ONE day of actual class left!!! Then my final. I might DIE! I cant believe that I only have one day of class left. (hopefully) Im trying to keep it positive and *know* that I am going to pass this time. I have a pretty good shot I think. Right now I sit at a 73% I need a 77% to pass. I have one homework assignment to turn in Monday and my final to swing me up. So guess what my lovely weekend consits of...studying my ass off BIG TIME. Like studying like Ive never studied before. Good news is I am off Sunday (Saturday night) thru Tuesday (morning) So I have more than enough time to shove all this stuff in my brian hopefully. I will say that damn math is still kicking my ass on tests. =/ and sadly I was informed that, that is 1/3 of the test. eff! Oh well all I can do is my best and hopefully (praying) thats enough to pass this and be done with the classroom portion of school. That would be more than amazing.
Than its on to my extern which I spoke to my teacher and she is going to let me do it at the shelter! The whole thing since I have already worked in a clinic and cleaned teeth and got the small animal practice experience. I will be doing the whole shelter experience now since thats really what I want to do. She is gonna have me work the clinic, the adoption area, the behavoiral side and euth area too. I am super excited about that! Now its chrunch time to get my tech in training license and pass this class. =)
Jesse and I are taking a huge step and starting a diet. Like a real diet. I have never been on a diet in my life but Im excited. My sister and B-I-L, and some friends are on this diet and all have had amazing results. So I cant wait to see how it works for us. It teaches us to eat 6 times a day that is going to be so hard for me considering I usually eat once a day, but that is a part of the reason I have gained this weight. We cant work out for the first 2 weeks =/ that sucks big time because I just found all these awesome work outs and I really like the work out challenge Ive been doing on line but oh well its just two weeks then Ill be back in the gym for sure. I only have 20lbs to lose. Which I feel kinda bad about lol. (thats weird) because everyone else has more than that and I feel like 20lbs should be nothing I should be able to lose that no problem but I know that isnt really the case because if it were I would have done it already and if I dont make the changes now itll just keep adding up. I will say Jesse isnt happy about having to stop drinking milk. And I am more than a little put off by me not being able to eat fruit Pineapple really. Considering I can seriously eat a whole pineapple myself in a day or two. So that is going to suck but gives me more reason to do this as quickly as possible so I can get back to my pineapples before they go out of season. But I looked up my 'ideal' weight and bahhahahaha that is a joke seriously its 96-116. At my smallest in hs in the best physical shape where I was walking and running everyday, I was between 120-125 I think I would disappear at 116 and I would die under 100. So I will stick to my 120-125 range.
I should really blog more...I say something to that effect everytime I blog and it never works. I suck at blogging but I did log on here and I miss logging on and reading all the peoples blogs that I follow Ive missed a lot.
I was just thinking. I think Jesse and I need to make this diet interesting and once we meet our goal weights we should celebrate in some way maybe get us something special that we want. I think that would be a cool motivator. Along with us getting healthy and in shape we also get like a prize. I think we should do that. I wonder if anyone else doing this has thought about that.
Alright I need to get to that studying thing I was talking about earlier. Have a great night and Ill be sure to update once this class is all over...only if it goes well lol just kidding.
Good night all.
